
It makes me wish that I could sleep so silently at night. Not be woken up and be totaly awake. But that doesnt happen. I am awake for what seems like the whole night. I go to bed at about 3am every night and I will sleep for an hour and then Im up again till 6am and sleep til 8am then up at 12pm. It is a weird sleep pattern I know.
My sleep was bad but it has got worse since I have started on Prozac. It really does your head in. I wish I could be that Polar bear, and sleep for ever. NOT SUICIDAL. Just wish I could sleep till i wasnt tired and then get up and be fine. Not have a care or a worry to my name.
My past has been hard. There are alot of things that make me...me, and sometimes I dont think I know who I am and who my friends think I am. WHO AM I?

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