This past week!!!!

Newcastle


I started my week off in Newcastle on the east coast of England...Where I once went to University... I went to stay with my mates I lived with...They are great mates as they helped me alot while I was at university...They helped me with the depression and through the roughest days with my self harm...It was really hard...I havent seen them since I started cutting more than I was when I lived with them...

While I was there the girls all work full time...and another is still at university, so she was stressing over a project that she was late with...It was cool though because it was the half term holidays so another mate that visited us loads while i lived there...it was really cool to catch up with her...

We got drunk together and she asked me about my self harm...she was worried her sister was doing it so wanted to understand why I did it and things...She said it helpped but I was worried I just worried her more...

It was really cool....


Liverpool

On sat I went to see Ryan Adams in concert...he was amazing for those who dont know him...google him and check out his gold album...worth a listen...chilled out acoustic music...Better than James Blunt and Jack Johnson...lol...

Then Sunday oh dear........I went out from 12pm till 12am....drank for 12 hours...how bad is that??????? well for me...very...I am so stupid...I am drinking far to much I never even had a hangover...which is a sign that im drinking far to much....even mixed my drinks to check my self out... HOW MUCH WILL KILL ME??????

GGGGRRRRR!!!!

Apart from the fact I drank I had a wicked holiday....


Tomorow I get a tattoo...on my foot...then have to go back to that place I call work...the joys...

Hope you have all been keeping safe

Take care

(((((((HUGS)))))))