I hate my life tonight is a rubbish night....i have hated every flaming minute of work...i am sick to the death of trying to make everyone else happy. I hate they way they think i am meant to be ok and that im young i have no worries....i have my whole life ahead of me...im not depressed...i couldnt sleep all day...well guess what guys you are wrong...i could sleep for 24hours if you would let me...If i didnt have to get up for work i would sooooooooo sleep all day....my mum and dad would kill me for it but i would do it.
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM...THE PAIN INSIDE IS TOO MUCH...I CANT GO ON!!!!
GOD PLEASE HELP ME I NEED HELP SOOOOO MUCH, I AM LOST AND LONELY, I SCARE MYSELF, I HURT OTHER PEOPLE, I DONT WANT TO, I NEED YOU TO HEAL ME, I NEED YOU TO BELIEVE IN ME, I KNOW YOU DO BUT I NEED TO FEEL IT, GOD PLEASE HELP, PLEASE BE WITH ME, PLEASE HELP OTHERS, OTHERS WHO ARE LOST, SCARES, LONELY AND IN PAIN.
AMEN.
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